Woke up feeling kinda off. Not wanting to spend my extra hour on QT, didn’t write my verse of the day at work… Morning was just not so Bueno. 

But good news, while doing drop offs with my boss, we walked by shake shack and the line was too long and on a whim I said outloud, let’s pray it gets shorter. And after saying I found faith to pray… Actually pray for the line to get shorter at shake shack… So minor but coming back, not 5 minutes later, the line was shorter! 

And after got to talk with my Boss, learn more about her. 

Thank You God. 

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After dropping off in NYC, on our way home, we drove by a church and thought about my lent fast. Fasting lies… 

It’s not a physical thing to avoid. It’s more mental than telling yourself no to Netflix. Lies are almost an abstract concept or can be one and how does one avoid it when we can’t even lead ourselves to avoid tangible things like the dessert you shouldn’t have. 

Lol I know the answer. Jesus. Always Jesus. 

Jesus, no I don’t know if I can ever live a purely honest and lie-free life. Esp to myself. Help me to not lose hope to strive after it still..