I don’t think I’ve done QT in a while. A LONG WHILE. (apologies Jesus)

But this past Sunday, I was overwhelmed during worship by the fact that this love and freedom that I felt from all of God’s grace may not be experienced by my family. My heart was so broken for them, for the people who wouldn’t understand the peace that comes from Jesus, and I found myself desperate to pray.

So I read John 1 and wow, I felt so much nostalgia of actually reading this holy sacred word and also felt so much intimacy just knowing that it’s truth and that I’m indulging in it.

But the time I spend there on thinkgrapefruit will most likely be the progress of my journey. I feel that a lot of the foundations have been revealed and as of now, it feels like it’s application time. And yea yea I know. There always something new that God will reveal and that my foundations can always be revisited and refined but I’m at a place where His truth is truth and doubt only comes in places where I have no control over for example my family finding Christ.

Prayer Request.

1. I really really really want to pray a lot. For my family and for my friends, for people who I haven’t met yet and people/places to come. Like not only for myself but love them through prayer.
2. I want to be accountable with my time. I think I’m going to start writing down the time I spend in the day, carry around a notepad for it and just see how much I’m spending on, working, eating, QT, family stuff, etc.