(Real quick . Because I felted convicted to further expand on this feeling but I need to sleep really soon .. Currently 3:30) 

Pre story- I checked Facebook and saw I only had 6 people write Happy Birthday on my wall and the first one was 5-7 off 12am.. And yea it’s stupid, because I was spending my 12am w my friends that I love talking and laughing and such a childish thing to care about for someone to tell HAPPY BIRTHDAYS right at 12..

Fast forward . I was checking snapchat and a friend had snapped me. This friend was one of my closer, special, close to my heart friend that drifted away from my grasps because of my bitterness to an incident and I couldn’t get myself to invite her to my birthday party because I just wasn’t ready yet. This friend sent me a Happy Birthday recording and my heart basically melted. I remember 2 weeks back rethinking the invite list and debating whether or not to invite her, and I just couldn’t… And I prayed to God. God, see this one through with me, I can’t do this alone, help my heart. We haven’t talked in about a year and a half and a part of me was happy that what I felt was an unhealthy relationship was over. But she sent me a Happy Birthday and a breath of relief came over me. Forgive already will you? 

It’s not that I’m going to be besties with her again but it did show me, forgiveness is in people because of God. And sure maybe we will be friends again and meet up and who know where it’ll go, but she wished me happy birthday and it’s a start. God is all things good and I’m so amazed at the speed he moves.